Malkovich, Malkovich?

…in the baby room watching over my niece during her first night sleeping “alone” in the crib.

Peanut M&Ms:
Mmm, these taste good. They usually do. I think I just found a new cavity. This packaging is noisy, I should put a few in my hand at a time to avoid making lots of noise and risk waking up Austen. I wonder what the shell around the chocolate is made of…sugar mostly, probably.

Raspberry Snapple Iced Tea:
Yuck. This has traces of apple juice in it, or at least it seems that way. I hate apple juice. Well, maybe not hate, but I don’t like it. I’d rather drink water instead of apple juice. I could go for a green apple right now though. Damn I’m thirsty, a small sip won’t hurt–

Rocking Chair:
This rocking chair is great. It’s really comfortable. I wish I had this chair at home–my room is too small to fit this chair–Why does that matter, I simply thought it would be nice to have the chair at home, I didn’t seriously considering purchasing a similar chair for my room. Yes, I did.

This blog-entry:
I wonder if anyone will actually read this? I can already name the people who might on one hand. I don’t know that for sure, people stumble on to my page from google all the time. It’s unlikely though. Why am I even writing this? If I’m so bored I should just go to sleep or something– can’t risk it, I’ve got to stay up and watch Austen; If I go to sleep I’m not sure If I’ll get up if she gets up…I think I would though. I wonder how many people will understand what’s going on in this post. I wonder if those who do will think I’m crazy. I wonder if people actually contemplate things in their head this way by talking to themselves without actually talking out loud; the vocabulary of the mind, the fuel of thought processing. “Vocabulary of the mind” doesn’t make any sense…whatever.